Song Information
- Released July 12th, 2018
- Produced by Illegal Siegel
- Featuring AB-Normal
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Lyrics
A lot of times I’ve been stuck in my mind thinking (mind thinking)
I realize that’s why I’ve been liquor drinking (I’m drinking)
Sometimes I wonder what the fuck was I thinking (what was I thinking)
Putting together pieces I guess I’m just sick of feelings (my feelings)
The liquor got me feeling tough though I wanna just give in
These times get rough when nobody sees the bigger picture
I chill a little live my days making big decisions
I don’t know if its worth it living man that’s on the realist
I’m not the realest but I hope that you really feel this
I lost way too many brothers want yall to know I love ya
Times get hard we all been through the struggle
Another rainy day been dodging all the puddles
I walk the road of troubles although you’ll never find me
Or see me in a shuffle and I’m never walking blindly
Finally, my eyes see and I’m taking off my muzzle
Make it thru the tunnel you might hate it but I love you
If it wasn’t for the gains then what the fuck would I run For
That’s why without pain sunny days wouldn’t be summer
Is this enough for the people to see that done for
I’m done seeing color, I guess I’ll think when I’m sober
A lot of times I’ve been stuck in my mind thinking (mind thinking)
I realize that’s why I’ve been liquor drinking (I’m drinking)
Sometimes I wonder what the fuck was I thinking (what was I thinking)
Putting together pieces I guess I’m just sick of feelings (my feelings)
These feelings I’m feeling make me wanna give in
I’m on a mission way too young for a commitment
Made a decision that I gotta get rich quick
Or die trying like my name was 50 Cent
I dreamed of better days smoking, chilling on the beach
‘Til then I’m in the trap flip the P’s and then repeat
All my life been in the streets, that’s the way I was raised up
Remember smoking blunts all day off the wake up
Now I got my cake up and rolling up mad J’s
Me and A was just kids blowing on big haze
Helping mom keep the bills paid that my job now
Hate to see her stressed over a check an tell her calm down
Cause mommy, it’s my time now if not it’s coming soon
Either way, I’m grinding every day all year from June to June
I swear this game cuts deep like a knife
I’m just trying to live my life but am I doing it right (I don’t know)
A lot of times I’ve been stuck in my mind thinking (mind thinking)
I realize that’s why I’ve been liquor drinking (I’m drinking)
Sometimes I wonder what the fuck was I thinking (what was I thinking)
Putting together pieces I guess I’m just sick of feelings (my feelings)
(FEELINGS) (WHAT WAS I THINKING)